THE  DEVIL  DOES INDEED         WEAR P      R       A       D      A


INDEPENDENT & SELECTIVE
LUCIFER MORNINGSTAR
BASED IN FOX's Lucifer

MULTIVERSE. MULTISHIP. CROSSOVER FRIENDLY.

canon divergent & heavily headcanon based

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WRITTEN BY ELLI
FEMALE. 19. CST.
est. MAY 13th 2016

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slightly under construction
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              “You would have never what, exactly?  —-  Abandoned me? made me?    feeling cornered, he bites back, because this seems like the only option.   because he’s angry.  not bothering to acknowledge the fact that her words, her voice, cut off because she’s in pain. he just can’t seem to bring himself to care.    & what of his pain? his upbringing? alone, surrounded by death and loss.  wolves, waiting to grasp at the power he didn’t want — didn’t even know he had.  and what of this damn destiny. Him, the antichrist —- but a human being first and foremost,  whose real longing has always been to connect with others, and only wish to help, and all he’s destined for is destruction.    Yeah, you're right, i don’t deserve this. no one does.     & that is probably the only reason he didn’t ask rutledge to drive that dagger through his heart. a bitter scoff escapes him finally.     i wish i had never been born.

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BOTH. she doesn’t say it ( it’s too painful to go right out &. admit to it ), but she would never have done either of those things if she’d known. if she could go back &. STOP his conception, she would, both because of the destiny his birth automatically condemned him to &. her utter lack of desire to be faced with the burdens of parenting.

&. if she’d found out too late — if there had been NO WAY to prevent his birth — she would have done…well…something. not left him with a nice family ( even if she were willing to abandon him, that could only have ended badly because of his powers ), but kept him. SOMEHOW. if not in hell then on earth. someplace where he could still be safe but also happy. someplace where he could be his own man, without the pressures of a dad-given destiny.

               unfortunately, she hadn’t been given a chance to do EITHER of those things.

          please…you don’t MEAN that.  it hurts more, hearing that wish come from his own lips rather than confined within her own train of thought.   you deserved better than this, &. i’m so sorry i couldn’t give that to you, but don’t…don’t wish that. PLEASE.