THE  DEVIL  DOES INDEED         WEAR P      R       A       D      A


INDEPENDENT & SELECTIVE
LUCIFER MORNINGSTAR
BASED IN FOX's Lucifer

MULTIVERSE. MULTISHIP. CROSSOVER FRIENDLY.

canon divergent & heavily headcanon based

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WRITTEN BY ELLI
FEMALE. 19. CST.
est. MAY 13th 2016

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slightly under construction
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lveifer:

His back twitched under her hands, muscles jumping - retreating from and reaching for her within their limits all at once. He didn’t deserve this, didn’t deserve her, not like this. He didn’t deserve the pride he felt as she relaxed, relieved that he submitted. I did it for you, it’s all for you- But he ought’ve done more to earn her trust, she deserved so much more. She had no idea how much more she deserved. His corroding soul was only the beginning of his burdens, and she had to -

Her hands slid away from his back, and he pulled back-

                  She had to-

Her hands on his neck, in his hair, taking his face-

                  She had to leave-

Mouths met, and he could feel her divinity dying on his lips. He wanted to flinch away from it, but temptation had never tasted so sweet, and she dragged him down to her like he belonged there. Unwanted outside his thoughts and escaped nonetheless, a curse escaped him - an all too English “fuck”. His hands, unbidden, dropped to her hips, tugging her forward, closer, every second stealing her further and further away - away from the garden she knew, pulling her just a little closer to Hades.

It would’ve been so easy to say he didn’t need her, but he did. He’d needed nothing but. The first language made him shudder, hanging on just a little tighter so his knees wouldn’t give out under him.

“Yes, yes,” he growled, his hands frantic on her body, “I-”

I need to have never left in the first place.

Hands on her shoulders, he pushed her back. Despite the way he leaned for her, a sail following a wind, he restrained himself from simply closing the distance again.

“I need-” He closed his eyes, shaking his head as he heard the desperation in his own voice. Inhaling shakily through his nose, he tried again, one hand touching her cheek gently, “I need you to leave me here. Please darling, I-”

Endearments were too much. He had no right. His hand jerked away, fingers half curling mid air. He sighed, looking for her gaze. It would break her heart to see how much his was. He swallowed back the lump, trying to steady his voice.

“I’m sorry.”

she could feel hisher THEIR soul pulse with indecision when he submitted to her, reluctantly allowing her her due as she did her best to mend the cracks that were there. beneath the shadows that he had surrounded himself with it still burned bright — as beautiful (and as pure ) as the light bringer ought to be. the darkness that manifested around it was more perception and protective shield than indicator of corruption — a façade, perhaps, to protect him in the aftermath of the fall.

              were all fallen angels meant to be so beautiful? she had no comparison back in her time, but it seemed strange that he was so…so perfect given his account of his fall from grace.

while their lips remained locked the healing session continued — divine love working to purge the scars of abandonment, betrayal, and anger that had festered in his her THEIR soul for what must have felt like an eternity. at the same time the resulting desire grew and grew, reaching a near peak as hips met hips and something unfamiliar but desperate took over for her.

              THEY SHOULD BE ONE. THEY NEEDED TO BE ONE.

when she had made her offer in their first tongue she’d not expected a need of her own to arise so sharply and consume her. for as much as she wanted him to take at his own pace she needed him to hold her tighter, kiss her longer, pull her closer. it seemed at first that she would get her way until a single thought pierced the haze of distraction.

              I need to have never left in the first place.

just like that, hands — large, strong, graceful hands she noted with a strange twist to her gut — were on her shoulders pushing her away even as their souls struggled and strained to stay connected.

somehow, in the time since she had first started trying to heal his her THEIR soul, it hadn’t occurred to her that she would need to go back. every fiber of her being had simply told her to stay, even as lucifer tried to force her away. she’d brushed it off as simple healing instinct at first — the basic urge to make certain that her brothers ( or in this case, herself ) would be okay — but that thought…he had not projected that thought. not intentionally. not unintentionally. as she pulled out of her reverie a new litany of thoughts arose — the feelings attached to them mixed and conflicted.

              I have no right. You deserve better. Please, leave me before it’s too late. Save yourself. I’ll corrupt you. Stay good. Don’t fall. DON’T FALL.

          i can hear you,  she whispered with amazement, his apology drowned out by the thoughts being broadcasted to her mind. this shouldn’t have been possible. this shouldn’t have been possible.  i can HEAR you.